Am I referring to my parents?

Am I referring to my ex?

Am I referring to friends?

The real queston is this: Why am *I*. sorry, why is it MY fault and why will *I* do better>

I feel like for the last almost six years, I’ve been doing nothing but people pleasing and I’ve reached a point where I’m not pleasing anyone but myself. Because honestly, if I’m not happy, then what do I have left to offer anyone else?

More to come on this one but its 7am and I need to get some sleep….